how i feel these days
i cant quite describe, i cant really know either
i hardly know who i am, who i was, who i will be
this is that time in my life where everything changes
including me; myself and all my surroundings
im supposed to be ready for this, yet i dont want to
yet i am, but still dont want it to
im 19 and tired of breathing, how pathetic is that
every damned day i try and find something to occupy me
and every damned day is the same, you do different things, but nothing really matters
its all useless in the end anyways
things are rather hectic in my life, lets just keep it at that
im not that person that would go off and